CancerComfortable Birthday ... in heaven

Comfortable Birthday … in heaven


I nonetheless can not discover any solice in that sentence. . I wish to. I plan to. I attempt to. However I don’t. Our objective has at all times been to make her birthday a day of gratitude for her .. for the years we had been gifted along with her. However I don’t even know the way.. and perhaps I by no means will.

14.

She must be fourteen. She must be graduating eighth grade this yr.

However she is ceaselessly 6. Eternally a model new kindergartner ..

Oh however these six years we had.. So full.. so magical. I name Jennifer my first drink after a lifetime of thirst. There isn’t any higher technique to describe her..

All I ever needed to be was a Mother.. However I couldn’t make it work. I couldn’t make it occur.. Years of therapy and losses.. So when my arms .. when my coronary heart bought crammed along with her it was probably the most unbelievable factor.

I believe the years of infertility made everybody that cared about Tony and I simply so grateful for her. As a result of she was the reply to so many questions/prayers and tears.

So I attempt. I attempt so arduous to not be overwhelmed by the lack of her.. however moderately the present of her.. However rattling its arduous.

Jennifer had amusing that might fill a room. When she began laughing it was infectious .. and it was that means from the very starting.

So please.. enable me to share it now..

.. I cherished that..

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